10.Honest
VERSE1：Somethings wrong, its been two days and thats to long for
you not to say shit. Whats going on, feels like im being played
and im way to honest for you to play games. Well im trying not
to give into pride tryna tell the truth when i look in your
eyes. But your afraid ill say im over you first, so you ignore
me just so you dont get hurt. its not fair, its not fair. You're
too scared, you're too scared someone else will hurt you and
your tryna be prepared, but all your really doing is damage in
me and the same is done to you. I wont let you leave all your
baggage with me, something i reffuse to do.
CHORUS：Sick of putting myself out there and getting nothing in
return. Im tryna tell myself i dont care, when i know i care for
sure. Cuz i need to be honest now, but i honestly dont know how.
VERSE2：Said you got somethings on your mind. That im
overreacting and you just needed some time, i get the feeling
you think im blind. Told me to be patient and i told you that im
trying, but i wish i could believe you, you gotta wall up and
now i can see through. I wish that i can need you, but you're
not being truthful, i never decieve you. Im tryna grow up,
(yeah), im tryna be honest, theres no point in games if we both
really want it, but you're too afraid and it's not what i
wanted. I thought you were great, but you're breaking your
promise. You're always gonna risk getting hurt, and maybe that's
what gives up is worth. But being alone would be worst. You need
to accept it, you never protect it.
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VERSE3：Yeah i've been a little careless but it aint all
fairness, girl i never really had a chance. I used to be awesome
and weighing my options and making my mind up well in advance. I
thought i was the bid but my life didnt sexually feel-less and
whispered a line in my ear that i should (in repeat) cuz my
mother could hear this. But at the time i dont think i couldve
cared less. For a while i believe every word that you told me
and i never would question when you would ignore me and leave
for the night well im deep in a session and come back in a
different shirt than you left with. And no i get it nah shit
this is kinda depressing. But i guess it's called learning my
lesson.
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